Friday, 9 November 2012

Todd Sanfield

Strike A Pose

Born in Michigan (USA) Todd Sanfield came to fame through gracing the front covers of DNA (issue #84) and Tetu (issue #69) in the summer of 2007 and is a Doctoral Candidate. Doctor of Pharmarcy, PharmD. He is sexy, Intelligent and an all round perfect man so it seems. He is confidant and flaunts his sexuality in a way that keeps enthrals you to come back for more. He keeps you entranced with his playful posts on facebook/twitter most of which border on just enough sexual content to keep you interested. I mean come on he his ripped, cute and has a killer smile. He has established a underwear brand (The Todd Sanfield Collection) he is an accomplished model who is clearly driven. I think what his followers are dieing for is a twitter Q&A session. In closing this post is dedicated to a man that I admire for his accomplishments and is looking very sexy while strutting through life follow him on twitter at https://twitter.com/toddsanfield1.




Gym Time
The Todd Sanfield Collection
Drop Dead Beautiful
The Todd Sanfield Collection

Monday, 24 September 2012

I Hit The Ground Runnin’


So finally decide to take back the power from my X, after a relapse a week ago of one more hit. So there is new guy who I like, he has made sexual advances but hard to read, on the one hand he is a sexual deviant then the next being a sarcastic prick. So I decided on Saturday to test the waters and call him out on it. I mean fuck I hate games!!!! Anyway it gets complicated my best-friend decides to grind him on the dance floor at the club where we end up in. She knows how I felt about this guy, yet flaunts him in my face. So I basically told them both I’m done (of course I’m embellishing, it wasn’t pretty, lol). Oh yeah! She has boyfriend but is dabbling in my waters. I have decided to start a fresh and learn from this experience, out with old in with the new. My Question is why is so hard to find a quality guy?????????  

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

Drop Dead Beautiful: Marco Da Silva

 I first fell in love with Marco Da Silva on Britney Spears Femme Fatale Tour, since then he has been a little obsession of mine, could you blame look at him, hehehe! below is a write up on his career:


DJ Marco Da Silva
Marco is a natural born dancer. His passion for music and dance and the special touch he gives to his performances are clearly recognizable and spread among those enjoying his art.
Marco was born in 1977 in Bremen, Germany in a Portuguese family of musicians. Being exposed not only to traditional Portuguese music, but also to mainstream influences from a young age, made him love and live the music and want to share that passion with others. After the massive influence of 80s hip-hop, rap, and pop music, he started studying, self-learning, taking dance lessons and started a successful career as a dancer.




Marco & Britney Spears (The Femme Fatale Tour 2011)

Marco has danced in four major Kylie Minogue tours (For You, For Me 2009, X Tour 2008, Homecoming Tour 2007, and Showgirl Tour 2006) and promo tours for Kylie Minogue singles "Wow" and "In My Arms." Other remarkable stage experience includes touring with Britney Spears in her Femme Fatale World Tour 2011, ex-spice girl Geri Haliwell, Jeanette Biedermann and Erika Jayne. Marco was currently on tour with Britney Spears, dancing in her Femme Fatale world tour, with more than 70 performances in 25 different countries worldwide. His extensive experience also includes TV commercials as Coca Cola, films as "The Muppets – The Musical Movie", and many music videos such as Kylie Minogue's 'All I See', Mariah Carey's 'Thank God I Found You', Laura Bell's 'Giddy on Up', Erika Jayne's 'Pretty Mess', Ninel Conde's 'Vivir Asi', and backdrop videos for George Michael's "25 Tour".
His moves, his body, his expression, and his tattoos make him one of the most recognizable dancers in the world today. Marco continues taking lessons, learning, and exploring new ways of expressing his passion for life and music through dance. His exclusive looks and personal touch in his work, a huge fan base, and his appearance in many campaigns and magazines as a model have made him become highly recognizable.
The Femme Fatale Tour: Trouble For Me Live

Sunday, 12 August 2012

Losing My Sanity


2 months ago I was dealing with alot of inner demons subsequently this was the result: i was so Overwhelmed last night, all the loss and pain was personified. Rushing through my head all the failed relationship, I could feel nothing but pain, just needed it too end. The fact that me and experiment were on the rocks after I slept with him (my 1sr time with a guy). This was strangely erotic and spiritual. I’ve never felt like this before it was more than just sex it was a connection beyond the physical, I guess it helps that started out friend. The realisation that another attempt on relationship had crashed and burned; send me into a downward spiral. Gasping for air, numb with the pain surging through my veins. Fixed on ending it all I grasped the container poured out 40 pain pills to release my insanity. I recalled the event of my friend Amy's suicide; I could finally see how she got to the edge. I sat for awhile contemplating the end; I came to the realization that no matter how bad things may seem right now there is someone out there who is worse off than me and not resorting to an easy way out. We all need moments of clarity to wakeup and realise that life is what you make of it. Suicide it not an option but we linger at the end when your life take a dark turn. If you are dealing with inner demons seek help if you unable to help yourself, there is always someone out there who willing to listen.



Olympic Eye Candy


So the Olympics are upon us, I must say I’m interested in it for all the wrong reasons. I guess it depends on how you look at my motivation behind the sudden interest. So many toned, taught bodies (drop dead beautiful) although I have my favourites that I’m routing for, topping the list is Jared Connaughton (27), only recently found out his married and straight, oh well! Jared is beautiful Canadian man with desirable tattoos. I don’t support a particular country, wherever there is positional! Ill be behind that man or woman.





Saturday, 11 August 2012

It's Britney Bitch!

Femme Fatale Tour: Hold It Against Me Live (2011)


Britney Spears has sold over 100 million albums as of 2012 in relation to only her album sales, including single sales she is sold an estatiamted 170 million records.She is a singer, songwriter, dancer, actress, record producer, author, fashion designer, video director, entertainer and recently a judge on X-Factor. The Queen of Pop Ms. Britney Spears may be more guarded and elosuvie than in the beging of her carrear butt she is still proving her worth. Evry music vidoe oozing with sexual tension and sexy moves from im a slve for you (sexiest vidoe ever) to Criminal. She has embarked on 7 Live Tours which include her recently highly successful Femme Fatale Tour in 2011 which showcased vintage Brit with live vocals and sexy moves and alot of skin. Britney has always had the sexiest dancers from Willie Gomez to Marco Da Silva (drop dead bueatiful) but none comes close to the legaandary Spears, im in awe of her atength and talent. Love her Hate her, say what you want about Brit but she has risen time an time again to the ocassion recently named by Forbes as the sixth most powerful celebrity, and the third best paid musician of 2011-12. I could go on but the bottom line is that Britney is Pop Culture!
Femme Fatale Tour: Gimme More Live (2011)
The Circus Tour Starring Britney Spears: Cirus Live (2009)








Womanizer Music Video (2008)


Willie Gomez
Maco Da Silva

 

X-Factor (2012)

Tuesday, 7 August 2012

& So The Pain Begins

I have this guy friend which I've been experimenting with for a while, and I developed strong feelings for him,oh yeah he has a history with drug abuse, but thankfully he has been clean for years, anyway he caucasian, toned, brown eyes and hair; he just gets me which helps that he was my friend beforeb being my hookup buddy, problem is we are both bisexual and closeted and he is seeing this chick. I'm confronted with these feelings that are eating me alive, Need of guidance!!!!!